Loveee
The hardest thing is healing in silence while your heart still want the one person you had to let go… and that’s a different kind of heartache. It drains you when you had a vision of your future with them in your head and now you gotta unsee all of it. You start pulling back from everything… friends, your routine, even the things you loved to do just don’t excite you no more. Everything reminds you of them. You could be scrolling, see a funny video, and catch yourself about to send it… then remember you can’t. So you shut down. You disappear. You try to thug it out alone. Some nights you can’t sleep. Other nights you dream everything’s okay, then wake up to the same reality. Deep down you know they won’t change. And no matter how much love you still feel, it’s not enough to hold onto someone who already let go of you. Healing not just about moving forward… sometimes it’s about accepting that the love you wanted the most wasn’t the love that was meant to stay. And that’s the part you wasn’t prepared for.
