To become the person you want you must destroy the person you are
I got to disappear…I’m nowhere I wanna be. I’m lost, confused and finding every bit of comfort to forget I’m not where I am. I feel alone in large crowds, my mind runs in circles an*****an’t nomore…it’s time for a new me and I mean a complete reconstruction of my life so I can build it how I NEEDS to be. I’ve let down so many people and burned so many bridges with folks that only wanted better for me and I took it for granted. I’ve used and abused the power of support given to me and wonder why I am the way i am and where im at. I’m the only person at fault in my life story and I’m done with pointing fingers and blaming everyone and everything except myself when I’m the true one hurting myself. So to everyone I’ve hurt unintentionally or pushed out of my life I apologize and will do nothing but learn from this and do better. This journey will be tough but it’s needed for the places I wanna go in life. I want to take my business more serious, balance my life more to be the best father I can be for my daughter and just be the man I was always meant to be. This is for the ones who never doubted me or counted me out but most importantly for me! I’ll be back sooner than you think bigger and better!
